Sometimes climate plays a folly on me. It becomes too difficult for me to maintain my real self. When I look outside this broken piece of wood, I see everything go so lull. This makes me feel so relinquished in life that everything seems meaningless. Actually everything around us is ‘meaningless’. In fact, this life is empty and meaningless. It is we as human beings who have created our own subjects, percepts and what not.

Guys, I don’t say this. It’s Balwinder Singh Sodhi at the Landmark Forum who relishes such kind of debonair, mind vetted statements. It’s difficult to comprehend what I went across during my sessions at the Landmark. However, few things did make allot of sense.

I personally relate to many things as I experience the same delinquency on various aspects in life. I feel dreaded sometimes for the decisions that I make both in personal and professional life. I feel insecure but then I persuade myself by telling myself that “we are our own leaders and we have to take responsibility of everything we do.”

I don’t know but this rain is making me feel so low today. Today, it’s been raining and for the last 3 days in particular, I have not been doing very well. I am a bit upset with something. I wanted that thing to happen as I had already expressed profoundly, still I couldn’t manage to put the point across. Consecutively, everything went bust. I feel sad for myself today. I want that thing to change desperately. And this rain makes me feel more sick, more helpless and even more in-despair. Help!!Lol.