I am posting this blog just to declare my in-ability in getting things right between ‘my world’ and me. People declared about their dislikes and unworkable co-existence. Today, I have this feeling of great remorse for what had been our last words but then it was too difficult for me to live with this displeasure. I believe, people have misunderstood me and have condoned my small but tenacious abilities. That’s okay but then I am not a clown that people can just walk over me. I guess..I am steel. What say you??Lol

I know life moves on and there’s nothing to despair and there’s no use looking back because their isn’t any past nor any future, but then this defeat has brought me enough burns and learn t lessons from life. I would like to share some of my crucial learnings here…

1. Go easy…never hit a six in ‘pursuit of acceptance’.

2. Listen more, talk less.

3. You can never be appreciated by anyone and everyone.

4. No two people are the same.

5. Time is the ‘master of all puppets’. It can make/break/re-make things at any time.

6. If things have to happen, they will happen.

7. Lastly, defeat is not the end. Life plays games.

I don’t think so how well you people will understand and relate to this post of mine. Never the less, I am trying to lead a profound life. I still await my reflection. I tried and I tried hard…but again missed the bus.

Okay! There are more things to do and I think they should be prioritized now if not anything else. That’s how life is…totally unreasonable. But it’s cool…it’s a learning. A learning for life!

It’s been 02 days now that things have stopped rolling. I guess, ‘denial to need’ is what’s happening today between people like us. I know it’s not right and it’s killer. I don’t know the other side, but it’s definitely detrimental to me. When such things happen, you get bruised so badly, although things don’t seem to get noticed. But then, probably this is how life is. People would die ‘dead right’ but not express their agony, their pain.

What so ever the case may be, one has to keep moving in live. You cannot let people walk over you. How sodding your intent shall be, people start taking things for granted. They don’t care, they don’t bother. Only clowns like us get their ass kicked. Lol…it’s funny. I am sure my grand children would be happy to read these excerpts of mine as and when they come to life.

I am still positive about everything. There was never much hope but I still trust to hope. I am saying this because I believe what Richard parents’ once said- “Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained”.

That’s what I believe in….but at the same time I am tired of this. I may not be able to stand it any longer. I am sure you must be finding me ambivalent today. But it’s okay…its not new to me. I am used to it now. But then I bounce back. Cool huh..! Mr. ‘No Degree’ Professor!!:-)

I checked out my reflection today twice during the day. Things seemed okay with ‘easy response’ on both the sides. I had allot of questions regarding some answers. Was looking forward to clarify them???

A day before yesterday, I wasn’t able to see light but I guess things are improving… It’s too early to say that these changes are for once good or bad. But then, they seem to be changing in my interest at least as far as my wisdom is able to assimilate these proceedings. I don’t know what’s going to happen next. It’s really difficult to comprehend anything but then at the end of the day, it’s all about living a happy life.

It’s challenging in today’s times to find the right reflection. Things don’t turn up the way you wish for and at the same time there’s so much chaos outside that people cannot relate to each other intentions that easily be it business or in-person. I would say still business is quite easy because mullahs know and therefore play their roles pretty well.

Never the less, the thing is you have to play your cards well. And you should know where you have to stop playing your game and let others’ mark their match. Again, this is the challenge. Being a ‘karmayogi’, it’s terrible for me to identify my point of circumvent.

Above all, I am happy and I hope things go well…