I am posting this blog just to declare my in-ability in getting things right between ‘my world’ and me. People declared about their dislikes and unworkable co-existence. Today, I have this feeling of great remorse for what had been our last words but then it was too difficult for me to live with this displeasure. I believe, people have misunderstood me and have condoned my small but tenacious abilities. That’s okay but then I am not a clown that people can just walk over me. I guess..I am steel. What say you??Lol

I know life moves on and there’s nothing to despair and there’s no use looking back because their isn’t any past nor any future, but then this defeat has brought me enough burns and learn t lessons from life. I would like to share some of my crucial learnings here…

1. Go easy…never hit a six in ‘pursuit of acceptance’.

2. Listen more, talk less.

3. You can never be appreciated by anyone and everyone.

4. No two people are the same.

5. Time is the ‘master of all puppets’. It can make/break/re-make things at any time.

6. If things have to happen, they will happen.

7. Lastly, defeat is not the end. Life plays games.

I don’t think so how well you people will understand and relate to this post of mine. Never the less, I am trying to lead a profound life. I still await my reflection. I tried and I tried hard…but again missed the bus.

Okay! There are more things to do and I think they should be prioritized now if not anything else. That’s how life is…totally unreasonable. But it’s cool…it’s a learning. A learning for life!

Oct20, 2008 and Oct23, 2008 were special days for me. I am putting these dates on this blog as a remembrance to my ‘reflection’. I may not be able to speak that openly on these dates sharing my good fortune but then I am so happy and delighted to have lived these moments in particular. I will always remember these dates and if word goes well, I will live a happy life too.

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I am witnessing extremely high life condition today. May be I did Daimoku today and it is adding to my wit. I see life beautiful today with loads of opportunities at my disposal or may be right tools to create the right set of opportunities at least.

I don’t see circumstances as daunting as ever before and see a ray of light with the brightest robe cir mounted around it. I believe in the sanity of live and circumstantially introspect myself with the goods and bads at my disposal. Today, I feel great and I don’t think there is anything around that can dilute my inner gratitude. Never the less, alls well that ends well….I hope this life condition lasts or some times. It will just help me grow bigger and better.
Note: I don’t disclose my reasons for my fame and vanity…I just share my feelings on this blog…but this is subjective.

I am so tired right now that I am not in a position to recall anything worthwhile to write. Never the less, just to share a bit of me today, I had visited the BSG meeting after coming back from office. It was a casual stint for about 20 minutes with some of the members. The group is planning to give-in their best this December in organizing a cultural event. Being a YMD member, many of the senior members are looking forward to my participation for the event on the 23rd of this month.

Our district leader has appointed me and one of my fellow member friend to select a venue for the event. I am happy to do this but I am more concerned about my RE project..The days are passing and my boss is pretty annoyed with the progress so far.

I know, I have to give myself in both the cases as I don’t want to step back and in fact don’t have much options left. Let us see…how it works…one thing is for sure, It’s me who is to work and things will not happen by themselves…so let’s do it!!

One more thing, I will be joining Amnesty International and CRY for some social work…I have already registered for CRY but no reponse from their side till date…I am yet to apply to Amnesty…I will be doing that soon.