Work Getting Exciting

We are adding some new products to our existing product line. Right now we are positioning ourselves as ‘Channel Partners’. However, this is not our Vision.

In 2009, we are poised to get into some new strategic alliances and get direct agencies from US & Europe.

I am happy and excited about the upcoming products/projects. This will help us diversify into newer domains within Cardiology. Slowly and gradually we will be adding new products besides venturing into new states within India.

By 2012, we will be going International. I know all these require allot of scale to leverage potential growth. But I know, I have no other option. I want to be an achiever. And I want to create causes today so that there are no because s tomorrow.

I plan to study and I need a strong balance sheet to support my credentials.

I also have interest in other industry verticals. We as the DIGITEX group would diversify into retail and hospitality in next few years. I know it will be challenging but then I am a saggitarian and I have to take chances. Because if I don’t then somebody else would.

Silence’s the commotion

It’s been 02 days now that things have stopped rolling. I guess, ‘denial to need’ is what’s happening today between people like us. I know it’s not right and it’s killer. I don’t know the other side, but it’s definitely detrimental to me. When such things happen, you get bruised so badly, although things don’t seem to get noticed. But then, probably this is how life is. People would die ‘dead right’ but not express their agony, their pain.

What so ever the case may be, one has to keep moving in live. You cannot let people walk over you. How sodding your intent shall be, people start taking things for granted. They don’t care, they don’t bother. Only clowns like us get their ass kicked. Lol…it’s funny. I am sure my grand children would be happy to read these excerpts of mine as and when they come to life.

I am still positive about everything. There was never much hope but I still trust to hope. I am saying this because I believe what Richard parents’ once said- “Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained”.

That’s what I believe in….but at the same time I am tired of this. I may not be able to stand it any longer. I am sure you must be finding me ambivalent today. But it’s okay…its not new to me. I am used to it now. But then I bounce back. Cool huh..! Mr. ‘No Degree’ Professor!!:-)

Nov.16, 2008- A day of hope

I checked out my reflection today twice during the day. Things seemed okay with ‘easy response’ on both the sides. I had allot of questions regarding some answers. Was looking forward to clarify them???

A day before yesterday, I wasn’t able to see light but I guess things are improving… It’s too early to say that these changes are for once good or bad. But then, they seem to be changing in my interest at least as far as my wisdom is able to assimilate these proceedings. I don’t know what’s going to happen next. It’s really difficult to comprehend anything but then at the end of the day, it’s all about living a happy life.

It’s challenging in today’s times to find the right reflection. Things don’t turn up the way you wish for and at the same time there’s so much chaos outside that people cannot relate to each other intentions that easily be it business or in-person. I would say still business is quite easy because mullahs know and therefore play their roles pretty well.

Never the less, the thing is you have to play your cards well. And you should know where you have to stop playing your game and let others’ mark their match. Again, this is the challenge. Being a ‘karmayogi’, it’s terrible for me to identify my point of circumvent.

Above all, I am happy and I hope things go well…

October 20th and October 23rd, 2008- These dates in history!

Oct20, 2008 and Oct23, 2008 were special days for me. I am putting these dates on this blog as a remembrance to my ‘reflection’. I may not be able to speak that openly on these dates sharing my good fortune but then I am so happy and delighted to have lived these moments in particular. I will always remember these dates and if word goes well, I will live a happy life too.

To transpose is to achieve…

I have been trying hard to remain focused. I spend allot of energy on things which would possibly materialize to achievement. But I still feel dilapidated. Some of the mistakes that I had cajoled very beautifully in the past keep coming back to me and kick my ass. I know these things cannot be changed but it simply bothers me every now and then. I am actually tired and deeply pissed off. I have taken few decisions in life which I am not very sure off as on date. I feel scared of not getting the right results and making it to the top.

When I see my fellows, things are different for them. Some of them have run away from responsibilities and are in a way moving ahead on their career path without any relative/parental obligations to support. They think big and they get enough time for themselves to evolve and act big. They work and work and work and I am sure they are bound to make it big.

Today, I don’t see myself stand anywhere near them. I have done some blunders in the past and I feel relented. I am aware of how hopeless I feel when I compare myself to some of these people. These people have got opportunity to do something, which I always wanted to do. I have taken decisions on such high costs that presently, I feel just so painful. I really don’t know now what will take to instigate me to move forward. I see blind.  😦

Rains from heaven drain my appetite away

Sometimes climate plays a folly on me. It becomes too difficult for me to maintain my real self. When I look outside this broken piece of wood, I see everything go so lull. This makes me feel so relinquished in life that everything seems meaningless. Actually everything around us is ‘meaningless’. In fact, this life is empty and meaningless. It is we as human beings who have created our own subjects, percepts and what not.

Guys, I don’t say this. It’s Balwinder Singh Sodhi at the Landmark Forum who relishes such kind of debonair, mind vetted statements. It’s difficult to comprehend what I went across during my sessions at the Landmark. However, few things did make allot of sense.

I personally relate to many things as I experience the same delinquency on various aspects in life. I feel dreaded sometimes for the decisions that I make both in personal and professional life. I feel insecure but then I persuade myself by telling myself that “we are our own leaders and we have to take responsibility of everything we do.”

I don’t know but this rain is making me feel so low today. Today, it’s been raining and for the last 3 days in particular, I have not been doing very well. I am a bit upset with something. I wanted that thing to happen as I had already expressed profoundly, still I couldn’t manage to put the point across. Consecutively, everything went bust. I feel sad for myself today. I want that thing to change desperately. And this rain makes me feel more sick, more helpless and even more in-despair. Help!!Lol.

I feel great today!

Hi..

I am witnessing extremely high life condition today. May be I did Daimoku today and it is adding to my wit. I see life beautiful today with loads of opportunities at my disposal or may be right tools to create the right set of opportunities at least.

I don’t see circumstances as daunting as ever before and see a ray of light with the brightest robe cir mounted around it. I believe in the sanity of live and circumstantially introspect myself with the goods and bads at my disposal. Today, I feel great and I don’t think there is anything around that can dilute my inner gratitude. Never the less, alls well that ends well….I hope this life condition lasts or some times. It will just help me grow bigger and better.
Note: I don’t disclose my reasons for my fame and vanity…I just share my feelings on this blog…but this is subjective.